I’m sick of my life. I want to disappear. I can’t stand my broken brain. I’m drowning in misery and despair. I need to pull myself together, stop crying. I’m so desperate I don’t know what to do.
This unbearable heaviness of being, senseless days filled with emptiness and despair,
I’m drowning in my own blood, washed away by a river of tears,
Freezing and burning at the same time, my feet in heaven, my head in hell
My life is a perfect graveyard of buried hopes
L.M. Montgomery