Blue was my favourite colour as a child. I mostly wore blue. Now I wear black because it suits my mood.
My heart is black, my soul is black, my life is black. I still can’t get out of the tunnel.

If only the blue could return.

You say to the boy open your eyes
When he opens his eyes and sees the light
You make him cry out. Saying
O Blue come forth
O Blue arise
O Blue ascend
O Blue come in

Derek Jarman